![]() ![]() The fact that I hadn’t miscarried that first week was a huge turning point.ĭuring my time on bed rest at home, I filled the days with reading and writing and praying. My sweet OB was encouraging and hopeful at my next appointment. I started a website to keep friends and family up to date. My mom pretty much moved in with us to help with our two-year-old. And he survived! I read the story over and over again, looking for any similarities and gleaning any tips as to what this mother did to help avoid infection and keep her baby inside.Īfter a week I started having a bit more hope. But then I stumbled upon a story of a baby boy whose mother PPROM’d about the same time. Most of the PPROM stories had sad endings. I searched desperately for stories of hope on the page. Then my sister forwarded me a website she found about PPROM. The stress of it all was almost too much. It made me want to be still and never move or laugh. ![]() But every time I cried more fluid leaked out (pregnant women are always producing fluid, but when your amniotic sac is ruptured, it would just leak out). There was nothing we could do except go home, get in the bed, and “pray for a miracle.”įor the first few days, though, I sobbed under my covers, lost in my own hopelessness. Most just introduced infection, which is what we were trying to avoid. When my husband and I begged for any trial or alternative treatments around the country we could try, we were told that none of them had proven effective. “Even if for some reason you made it to viability,” she said, “this baby would be severely disabled, both mentally and physically.” And the fact that I also had a partial placental abruption and bleeding made everything even worse. The chances of my baby developing enough lung tissue to breathe on her own were even slimmer. My eyes glazed over as I listened to the grim statistics my MFM doctor shared: the chances of a baby surviving to viability without me contracting an infection were very slim. Their main priority is the woman’s health and once an amniotic sac ruptures the woman is at risk for infection, bleeding, and death. You see, medical professionals, particularly those trained in the high risk field, are taught that there is little hope – and definitely no “fix”- when a woman’s amniotic sac breaks before viability (23 weeks). I’ll never forget looking at the bouncing figure on the hazy ultrasound screen (hazy because these machines see through water and I didn’t have any) and not believing my ears when the specialist advised us to terminate the pregnancy. ![]() When my water broke at 14 weeks gestation, a condition known as Preterm Premature Rupture of Membranes or PPROM, I found out the hard way that this wasn’t the case. In our modern medical era, I naively thought that there was a treatment or cure for most high risk pregnancy conditions. ![]()
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